I haven't posted any updates or written any poems for ages it seems! I've been doing a lot of reading in my free time, mostly historical romance. I've also been caring for my boyfriend who was recently diagnosed with cancer and is undergoing chemotherapy. His doctors are geniuses, his prognosis is good and so is his attitude. I have little doubt that he will be cured quickly. It's still hard though and I'm still dealing with my depression and anxiety which has worsened lately. Had to switch doctors and get my meds adjusted, we'll see how that works. But my hope is to go back and finish my two year degree next year, then start looking for work. Haven't had any inspiration for writing poetry in quite a while. Which is odd because I'm in the healthiest relationship of my life and I'm madly in love. Then there's the cancer thing... you'd think I'd have something to say. I think I've been internalizing everything, which isn't the healthiest thing to do. Sometimes I just can't figure out how to express myself with words, I'm not the best writer. Maybe to get myself back in the mood I'll find an inspirational picture and do a haiku. haven't done that for a long time! Here goes...
let us stand here now
beneath autumn's vibrant leaves
lest they fly away ~
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